Hey all,

Life has been a bit ruff lately if you dont mind me saying. It has been quite the rollercoaster ride these last couple months.

My pup and I are growing closer and closer and I'm branching out and tring new things. Sadly a few things have come to an end as well. Worst of all I lost one of my good friends because he decided that I was just like all his "best" friends before me, I will abandon him and forget all about him as I moved on in life. He admitingly is a self-centered, Bipolar, asshole with abandonment issues. He used some information I thought I could trust him with and just spit it back in my face saying, at the end of the night, "You can go drown in your own fucking lifestyle." To clear the waters he was getting more and more distant over the progression of the last several months and it didnt surprise me to much that he decided to sever my friendship. I didnt know he would burn the bridge down between us as he did. He also asked me if I had any Guilt or remorse for the life I would be leaving behind here in Nebraska when I moved on to the next step with the relationship between my pup and I. What he really was saying is that I should feel guilt or remorse for leaving him. I never said I would abandon my friends if and when I decided to move out of state, but when one jumps to their own conclusions ther is nothing good that will come of it.

All that being said, I have had plenty of good times to off balance the bad. Just last weekend I started hanging out with an awesome local, kinky, new friend. I had my first session with a violet wand and a few other things. and will be going back to his place after work friday, to try my hand at topping and with rope. this will all occur before this months Play party with one of the local dungeon groups. I hope for another awesome night. If I get a chance to bottom on Saturday I will get to try out some new toys of my own, I made myself a complete set of bondage cuffs and anklets out of Paracord (will post pictures of soon). I look forward to another great weekend coming up.

Further news this pup gets to go to Great Lakes Leather Alliance 2012 free of charge. I really hope to spend a good time with a lot of my leather friends. Got the weekend off from work. totally excited pup here. I get to see my Beta pup and partner once more and sleep with him once again, a feeling I have missed since I last saw him on Easter weekend last month. Also wish me luck, his parents really want to meet me (or at least his mom is eager to see who her son is heads over heels for. He also needs a bit of luck he will be meeting my parents Labor Day weekend.

/(^_^)\
Woof,
Einpup Out

The Grand Adventure and Petty Things

Sorry it has been a while, a computer with Alzheimers of the  RAM variety is the most inconvenient of things. My computer is currently out of commission (has been for bout 2-3 months now) but I have more important things to worry bout now. If you are a more current reader you may have noticed a few corrupt posts I made from my "dumb" phone, obviously with all the grand technology in this world a few things are still lost in translation somewhere in the vastness of the communication network.

(I do apologize in advance, I'm currently under the influence of 2 Long Islands and a Kamikaze shot)

Anywho, most of you know that I have met someone, but what some may not know is that over the last three months I've been planning my first true road trip to see him. The day has finally come, or at least is in the near future, I disembark on Thursday and am spending the whole weekend with him. To be completely honest I'm actually giddy with excitement. Already my pup (yes, my boyfriend)  has apparently been bouncing off the walls with the same excitement.

For those in the BDSM community or at least familiar with it will understand when I say my boyfriend has asked me to perform a formal collaring ceremony witnessed by a few of his closest friends. Although the thought has crossed my mind on numeral occasions, I'm still a bit nervous about it. But at the same time I am ready to take the plunge, by Saturday night I will have my very own, and first, collared submissive puppyboy.

As for the main idea of this post, The Grand Road Trip, I have already mentally checked out, my mind has been endlessly wondering. There is a good chance that at least part of me is already in Indiana with him. The last few weeks have passed at a snails pace and seemingly taken forever to pass and finally after several months of waiting have all come down to this, only 2 days left before I meander among the leather boys. My pup is handing down his crown as Indiana Leatherboy 2011 to the 2012 candidate. 

More details to follow as my adventure continues.

Woof to All,
Einpup

Sorry its been a while

I've been quite a busy pup lately. I'm surprised I actually set aside the computer for a few weeks. This pup is kicking it old school and getting back into reading. I just finished the Hunger Games Trilogy by Suzanne Collins  (Hunger Games, Catching Fire, and Mockingjay). Great trilogy by the way, this pup gives it a rating of about 3.5/5 paws. Nice quick reads and they keep you attention. 

However, when you finish one thing you move on to the next. In this case the new book in the what am I reading category is: Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen. So far This book is a fun read if you are interested in circus history it is definitely a must. Even if the circus is not your gig, it gives you a brief history of the circus from the perspective of the workers and performers, while combining good character development, great plot line and just enough humor to make you smile. I will let those possible readers know that it shifts time throughout the story with most chapters alternating between past and present.

Anywho additionally I've been busy at work. Spring is just around the corner and anybody that has ever worked retail knows what that means, Spring reset time. I work in one of those Big Box Home improvement warehouses in the garden center/small engines department. Thus I have a lot to do around this time of year preparing for everything from patio furniture to grills to mowers and plants. I am enjoying the increased hours of actually having something to do since i no longer have school to contend with. Not to mention the bottom line in the bank is nice too.

In Kinky News this is the first month I've been able to attend two play parties. and also I'm stepping out of my normal pup play and experimenting with new things. i had my first cell-popping done last weekend, sucks that its only temporary. Anywho I will eventually get a tattoo of the same design just have more important thing to spend money on right now. 

Another stepping out of the box I will be planning to experience Floggers handled by a good friend of mine, stay tuned and I'll let you know how that plays out. 

Also One of the people at one of the play parties has asked me to do a demonstration of Puppyplay for the group. I'm actually the only one in that group that acts lik mee a puppy in open forum, I admit I'm not the only animal roleplayer in this group, but I have yet to see them romp about on all fours at one of the parties. I don't mean this negatively, people have different interests and different boundaries to what they will and will not exhibit, and I respect that. 

The first event I went to this month (the one that want me to do a demo) was lively, exciting, and everybody was having fun. However the second one, just this last weekend, everyone seemed a bit zapped, and tired, I guess. Although, I had a little bit of fun, this group seemed boring compared to how it usually is.

Thats it for now, i is a tired pup nother log week ahead.

(Woof)

EinPup

**jumps into bed + circles a couple times + curls up for sleep**

Anywhos 

Who i Am

Where to begin?

Within the last six months my life has taken so many turns. I have really gone deeper into my alternative lifestyle and have looked to it more in times of uncertainty. Who knew one could have evolved so much over a brief period of time. That's not everything though, outside of the alternative lifestyle I have discovered a lot more about myself, or at least I'm finally being honest with myself about the feelings I have had since the early part of my adolescence. This represents the biggest change in my life when about four months ago I met someone whom I would never have thought I'd have true feelings of love and care for. I met him online through a fetish website and have been staying in contact with him ever since, our first real meeting coming up in April. I will update this more as time goes on.

To get to the point and the title of this entry, this pup quite frankly doesn't know where to go with this blog. I guess that I started this as kind of a personal journal of my greatest experiences. But I hasn't had much experiences that I would consider noteworthy. So I ask my readers please let me know if you want to hear more of a certain topic or if you have questions, I would be glad to answer. Also I am open to any suggestions that you may have.

Happy New Years everybody.

totally awesome link

My sister showed me an awesome blog entry. check it out hyperbole and a half,
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/07/dog.html
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/11/dogs-dont-understand-basic-concepts.html