THIS WAS A POST I JUST NOTICED NEVER MADE IT PAST DRAFT STAGE (cc 2013)
Woof,
Well its been another hectic week for this pup. Between work and home life pup doesn't get much free time.
At our last play date Sir left some marks on my backside that pup is surprised are still there 3 days later. I thought it was kinda cool that's the first time that Sir has left a mark on his pup. But all that aside our last play date was mostly about rope. I am happy that sir has improved a lot since he first tied me up. Just today he started talking about some new rope he just bought that is a bit more gripy then the poly-nylon blends we have been using, Next time pup gets tied it looks like natural treated hemp is the rope of choice.
I'm so happy I found someone that gets almost as excited tieing me up as I get being tied. I know he rather be on my side of the rope but somehow he gets a lot of joy from seeing me tied up. I hope he knows that all he has to do is ask his pup if he wants to be tied up, I've hinted at this possibility before.
Friday, April 22, 2016
This pup is alive and well
Those of you that still catch my blog from time to time will notice my absence over the last what 3-4 years.....?
Yes I am alive and yes still a pup. Some may recall my blog entry "Grand adventure and petty things" Several developments have happened since, I sadly ended my relationship with my last puppy after a year of " Dating" if you can call it that...The relationship was pretty one sided I would go to Indiana for him but he never came to Nebraska for me, I thought I could make the long distance work but it was too much to maintain. It's not all to terrible though I did find someone new, going on 5 years now, any of those math puppies reading this now will notice there is a bit of an overlap in the years with one vs the other, being honest we were dating for 6-8 months while I was still involved with my previous relationship...anywho there I go droning on drama, drama, drama. Cutting down to the chase my current partner was a Leather Boy that I kicked out the Puppy door.
I plan to get back on my blog soon, now have personal computer that is working...
Woof to all...
EinPup
PS My current partner is the "Leather Boy" I talked about in my post "It's been a while"
Yes I am alive and yes still a pup. Some may recall my blog entry "Grand adventure and petty things" Several developments have happened since, I sadly ended my relationship with my last puppy after a year of " Dating" if you can call it that...The relationship was pretty one sided I would go to Indiana for him but he never came to Nebraska for me, I thought I could make the long distance work but it was too much to maintain. It's not all to terrible though I did find someone new, going on 5 years now, any of those math puppies reading this now will notice there is a bit of an overlap in the years with one vs the other, being honest we were dating for 6-8 months while I was still involved with my previous relationship...anywho there I go droning on drama, drama, drama. Cutting down to the chase my current partner was a Leather Boy that I kicked out the Puppy door.
I plan to get back on my blog soon, now have personal computer that is working...
Woof to all...
PS My current partner is the "Leather Boy" I talked about in my post "It's been a while"
Monday, August 13, 2012
New Gear and Leather
Looking Forward to GLLA in less then a week, plus the time I get to spend with my pup and partner Wolfe. However coming up this week Pups second scene and experience with Rubber. Sir Don, a new friend I met through my Leather Boy, has some evil plots cooking up for my Boy and I.
To conclude here are some pics from my first experience with Rubber: a sleep sack,
WOOF to all,
Einpup
Sunday, August 5, 2012
It's Been a While
I thought I would have remembered to update this more frequently.
It has been quite an interesting last month in this pups life. My kinky lifestyle has gotten complicated per say. This pup now has a leather service boy, in addition to my own pup/partner and my Sir.
Now I guess I need to talk about my boy. Well we met at a bar here in Nebraska, called The Max. Basically he is one of five guys that gave me their phone numbers that night. One guy just wanted a one night stand before he took off back to New York, One was a guy who thought I was cute and wanted to introduce me to his husband, next were a couple men (partners I assume) interested in my custom paracord accessories in particular a set of bondage cuffs, and lastly was this leather boy that complemented me on my leather I was wearing that night. The leather boy and I got to talking with for a bit, and was amazed by the fact that talking with him was like talking to my twin brother separated at birth. We both exchanged phone numbers with the intention of keeping in contact as friends. All was well and good until Mr one-night-stand kept blocking my new leather boy friend from talking with me. Mr one-night-stand wanted me to go with him outside for a walk and talk. With the intention of getting him off my ass I obliged, I decided to go with him and try to lose him. I was armed with a couple concealed knives, so I felt safer walking and talking with a stranger. It also helped that on a Saturday night the area we were walking is usually crowded with people. On this walk I learned this guys intentions. Thus, I tried to speed it up and get it back to the bar as soon as I could after having to tell him I had no intention of fucking him or giving him a blow job multiple times, although these topics did come up a lot. I got back to the bar then immediately made my escape away from him, and went back to my favorite Bartender. I tried looking for my leather friend or any one other then Mr. One-night-stand. It was getting late, knowing I still had an hour drive back home, I said my good bye to my favorite bartender and the "I want to introduce you to my husband" guy, and made my way out the door.
Got in my car and started driving, was almost to the interstate when I got a text from the leather boy wondering where I was. I then texted back to him everything that happened on my walk with Mr One-night-stand. Also let him know that I tried to find him again but was unsuccessful. the next text was leather boy telling me what he observed Mr. one night stand doing, disappearing in the bathrooms with random and different men for the rest of the night. All I thought was uggggh glad I was able to say no. After a series of back to back texts we made a meet up date for that following Wednesday.
I went to his house where he introduced me to his mom and immediately she adored me. He told me that his mom was so impressed with me and actually stated I'm the nicest friend they have met in their time here in Nebraska, "no drama easy to talk to person". Over a few meetings she already was worried about me when ever I had to leave to return home. After three meetings I was introduced to his father and was adopted as a second son (don't know think his mom already did that after our first meeting). His mom insisted that I stay the night actually just last Friday. It was a great night we actually did a little play and ended up having a good night sleep. We'll be getting together again soon.
Thats what i feel like posting for the night,
Goodnight All,
Einpup
It has been quite an interesting last month in this pups life. My kinky lifestyle has gotten complicated per say. This pup now has a leather service boy, in addition to my own pup/partner and my Sir.
Now I guess I need to talk about my boy. Well we met at a bar here in Nebraska, called The Max. Basically he is one of five guys that gave me their phone numbers that night. One guy just wanted a one night stand before he took off back to New York, One was a guy who thought I was cute and wanted to introduce me to his husband, next were a couple men (partners I assume) interested in my custom paracord accessories in particular a set of bondage cuffs, and lastly was this leather boy that complemented me on my leather I was wearing that night. The leather boy and I got to talking with for a bit, and was amazed by the fact that talking with him was like talking to my twin brother separated at birth. We both exchanged phone numbers with the intention of keeping in contact as friends. All was well and good until Mr one-night-stand kept blocking my new leather boy friend from talking with me. Mr one-night-stand wanted me to go with him outside for a walk and talk. With the intention of getting him off my ass I obliged, I decided to go with him and try to lose him. I was armed with a couple concealed knives, so I felt safer walking and talking with a stranger. It also helped that on a Saturday night the area we were walking is usually crowded with people. On this walk I learned this guys intentions. Thus, I tried to speed it up and get it back to the bar as soon as I could after having to tell him I had no intention of fucking him or giving him a blow job multiple times, although these topics did come up a lot. I got back to the bar then immediately made my escape away from him, and went back to my favorite Bartender. I tried looking for my leather friend or any one other then Mr. One-night-stand. It was getting late, knowing I still had an hour drive back home, I said my good bye to my favorite bartender and the "I want to introduce you to my husband" guy, and made my way out the door.
Got in my car and started driving, was almost to the interstate when I got a text from the leather boy wondering where I was. I then texted back to him everything that happened on my walk with Mr One-night-stand. Also let him know that I tried to find him again but was unsuccessful. the next text was leather boy telling me what he observed Mr. one night stand doing, disappearing in the bathrooms with random and different men for the rest of the night. All I thought was uggggh glad I was able to say no. After a series of back to back texts we made a meet up date for that following Wednesday.
I went to his house where he introduced me to his mom and immediately she adored me. He told me that his mom was so impressed with me and actually stated I'm the nicest friend they have met in their time here in Nebraska, "no drama easy to talk to person". Over a few meetings she already was worried about me when ever I had to leave to return home. After three meetings I was introduced to his father and was adopted as a second son (don't know think his mom already did that after our first meeting). His mom insisted that I stay the night actually just last Friday. It was a great night we actually did a little play and ended up having a good night sleep. We'll be getting together again soon.
Thats what i feel like posting for the night,
Goodnight All,
Einpup
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Hey All,
Woof and hello,
Was sitting in my room drinking a Boulevard Wheat, while in a jock strap with my tail shoved up my ass I thought maybe its about time for a new post. So here it goes my followers:
First off in the category of new toys pup has a few. As some may know this pup is now 26 as of May 31st and along with a birthday comes presents. okay so one of my new toys was a gift i bought for myself, an Insertable tail, to be exact the 3rd generation puppy tail from Square Peg (pictured above, inserted). Next toy was bought for me by the guy I call Sir, a very exquisitely crafted flogger made of moose and calf leathers in the color scheme of Red (moose) and Black (calf). This flogger has an absolutely wonderful feel to it both on the throwing and receiving end. Next birthday gift for pup were three new squeaky toys (an elephant, a tiger, and a lamb).
closer look at the tail
Now as I promised in my last post I think now is the time to talk about my wonderful Sir. He and I initially met in February of this year at a play party sponsored by a local kink group. At the time I just viewed him as someone that looked like they needed to throw a toy for this pup. I don't remember when it was that he and I decided to start playing with each other but eventually we had our first session and since then have been meeting on a semi regular basis. I would like to say our first play date was in mid May. I will admit he has a few years on me but honestly that doesn't matter to me as much as I thought it would. The first couple play sessions were more or less just getting to know you kind of affair, and we both enjoyed the sessions so much that they just started becoming a bit more serious. It was maybe the third play date I basically asked him if I could call him Sir. He is a wonderful man, and a really sadistic bastard, but gives me some of the best aftercare. He loves to play with his gun-ho bratty pup, and I love to cuddle up with Sir after an intense session. Recently our relationship has taken a new turn and seems to be moving up to the next level. It remains as non sexual but has become more of a serious D/s relationship then either of us initially anticipated. Surprisingly he and I are perfectly okay with where this relationship is going.
Don't have much more to talk bout tonight, but with a play date coming up Friday, and a rope expert on hand its bound to be a wonderful night for pup and his Sir. Hope to get a few bound puppy pics to post later.
Goodnight all
*circles three times and curls up for the night*
Einpup
Don't have much more to talk bout tonight, but with a play date coming up Friday, and a rope expert on hand its bound to be a wonderful night for pup and his Sir. Hope to get a few bound puppy pics to post later.
Goodnight all
*circles three times and curls up for the night*
Einpup
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Much A Do About Rigging
So yeah lot of exciting things going on in my life right now. First off lets flash back a couple weeks to the last play party I attended, May 12. This was probably my most exciting night ever this month, My suspension cherry has been popped. The night started as a pretty good night I got in a little play time with my local play partner, this was probably our 2nd or 3rd meet up over the last couple months. But he has been practicing his dom skills on me as he has learned new things starting with his Violet Wand then his Tens unit, and thanks to the last play party his new experiments are with rope. Although Pup Play is a primary passion of mine my weakness has always been my affinity for rope, I love being tied up.
So back to the play party after I tried out my rope skills on my play partner for about 30-45min, we left for the play party together. We were excited to know that the demonstration for the night was Shibari (Japanese Rope Bondage) and the demonstrator, is one of the only truly certified Shibari masters in the midwest trained in Japan. Guess who got to be the Demo Dolly...
When we got there it was in time for the dinner/social and the second or third rope workshop earlier in the day was a head harness and gag, the demo I got to be involved with was the 2 rope chest harness. After being tied and untied then retied (repeat), over and over again for about 45min the demonstration was done. However, my night had just begun. After the demonstration was done I was once again tied from the waist up, only this time on my knees and in the male version of the harness (female version was demo). Then he decided to toss me around a bit demonstrating what one can do with a tied sub (nonsexual). Just when I thought it couldn't get any better, the rope Master used me once again. This time to teach a one on one lesson raffled off earlier in the day. During this lesson i was tied, untied, and retied once again but this time using three different techniques for another hour. By the end of the lesson the rope Master had tied my arms in front of me and left me tied up and siting down while he finished critiquing the couple who won the raffle. After i had been sitting for a while he made his intentions clear by saying "I want you to stay there so I can keep an eye on you. I haven't decided if I want to suspend you or not." after a while he then said "...as soon as one of the rigs clears up I'll take you over there." needless to say Tail Wagging excitedly.
Both suspension rigs were occupied for what felt like an eternity and all the while I was still tied up being given water to drink or rather my play partner bringing my water bottle to my lips so I could. A suspension rig had Finally cleared up so I was untied to get some food and drink before my suspension while the last couple to use the rig, cleaned it up. I then walked over and staked claim to the rig (a tripod style with a single main suspension ring) until the Shibari Master returned from a short break.
It was Zero hour, in a short bit I will no longer be suspension virgin I thought to myself. The Shibari master returned and my heart was racing, as he tied me up in a lower body harness. after I was ready below the waist I felt like I was once again in my old climbing harness (I used to flat wall climb both free and guided another story). Heart still racing I drew in a few deep breaths as I watched the rope Master prepare the rig for my suspension, attaching carabiners to the main ring and setting up the support ropes. After his prep work was complete, he once again forced my arms into position to tie me into my upper body harness, and before long I was tied up and ready to let myself fall back into suspension. He pulled the ropes tight and before I knew it I was hanging face up 4 or 5 feet off the ground. At some point i dropped out into sub space for the first time ever what only felt like 2-3 minutes was actually15 minutes long enough that the rope master brought me back to reality by asking "okay, are you ready to go upside down?" I said yes. Most unfortunately, I didn't quite make it before my back decided to protest as my chest harness was lowered. At this point it was decided as best to end the suspension and the rope master gave my legs back, which he had at one point tied my ankles together and to the back of my chest harness. then he lowered the lower body harness and support ropes so I was once again standing on the floor. As he untied me he was talking to me congratulating me on how well I did for my first suspension, and giving me some tips on how I could improve my trust with him and my flexibility, so that next time he plays with me I could go longer, feel better and actually have more fun. I'm a very happy pup to know that a rope master wants to play with me again. I can't wait till the next time I cross paths with him.
Got a play date this weekend with my local play partner, can't wait. I will be sure to post about our one on one play dates later for now I'm a bit tired and looking forward to my next three days off of work.
/(^_^)\
Einpup
So back to the play party after I tried out my rope skills on my play partner for about 30-45min, we left for the play party together. We were excited to know that the demonstration for the night was Shibari (Japanese Rope Bondage) and the demonstrator, is one of the only truly certified Shibari masters in the midwest trained in Japan. Guess who got to be the Demo Dolly...
When we got there it was in time for the dinner/social and the second or third rope workshop earlier in the day was a head harness and gag, the demo I got to be involved with was the 2 rope chest harness. After being tied and untied then retied (repeat), over and over again for about 45min the demonstration was done. However, my night had just begun. After the demonstration was done I was once again tied from the waist up, only this time on my knees and in the male version of the harness (female version was demo). Then he decided to toss me around a bit demonstrating what one can do with a tied sub (nonsexual). Just when I thought it couldn't get any better, the rope Master used me once again. This time to teach a one on one lesson raffled off earlier in the day. During this lesson i was tied, untied, and retied once again but this time using three different techniques for another hour. By the end of the lesson the rope Master had tied my arms in front of me and left me tied up and siting down while he finished critiquing the couple who won the raffle. After i had been sitting for a while he made his intentions clear by saying "I want you to stay there so I can keep an eye on you. I haven't decided if I want to suspend you or not." after a while he then said "...as soon as one of the rigs clears up I'll take you over there." needless to say Tail Wagging excitedly.
Both suspension rigs were occupied for what felt like an eternity and all the while I was still tied up being given water to drink or rather my play partner bringing my water bottle to my lips so I could. A suspension rig had Finally cleared up so I was untied to get some food and drink before my suspension while the last couple to use the rig, cleaned it up. I then walked over and staked claim to the rig (a tripod style with a single main suspension ring) until the Shibari Master returned from a short break.
It was Zero hour, in a short bit I will no longer be suspension virgin I thought to myself. The Shibari master returned and my heart was racing, as he tied me up in a lower body harness. after I was ready below the waist I felt like I was once again in my old climbing harness (I used to flat wall climb both free and guided another story). Heart still racing I drew in a few deep breaths as I watched the rope Master prepare the rig for my suspension, attaching carabiners to the main ring and setting up the support ropes. After his prep work was complete, he once again forced my arms into position to tie me into my upper body harness, and before long I was tied up and ready to let myself fall back into suspension. He pulled the ropes tight and before I knew it I was hanging face up 4 or 5 feet off the ground. At some point i dropped out into sub space for the first time ever what only felt like 2-3 minutes was actually15 minutes long enough that the rope master brought me back to reality by asking "okay, are you ready to go upside down?" I said yes. Most unfortunately, I didn't quite make it before my back decided to protest as my chest harness was lowered. At this point it was decided as best to end the suspension and the rope master gave my legs back, which he had at one point tied my ankles together and to the back of my chest harness. then he lowered the lower body harness and support ropes so I was once again standing on the floor. As he untied me he was talking to me congratulating me on how well I did for my first suspension, and giving me some tips on how I could improve my trust with him and my flexibility, so that next time he plays with me I could go longer, feel better and actually have more fun. I'm a very happy pup to know that a rope master wants to play with me again. I can't wait till the next time I cross paths with him.
Got a play date this weekend with my local play partner, can't wait. I will be sure to post about our one on one play dates later for now I'm a bit tired and looking forward to my next three days off of work.
/(^_^)\
Einpup
Monday, May 14, 2012
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Hey all,
Life has been a bit ruff lately if you dont mind me saying. It has been quite the rollercoaster ride these last couple months.
My pup and I are growing closer and closer and I'm branching out and tring new things. Sadly a few things have come to an end as well. Worst of all I lost one of my good friends because he decided that I was just like all his "best" friends before me, I will abandon him and forget all about him as I moved on in life. He admitingly is a self-centered, Bipolar, asshole with abandonment issues. He used some information I thought I could trust him with and just spit it back in my face saying, at the end of the night, "You can go drown in your own fucking lifestyle." To clear the waters he was getting more and more distant over the progression of the last several months and it didnt surprise me to much that he decided to sever my friendship. I didnt know he would burn the bridge down between us as he did. He also asked me if I had any Guilt or remorse for the life I would be leaving behind here in Nebraska when I moved on to the next step with the relationship between my pup and I. What he really was saying is that I should feel guilt or remorse for leaving him. I never said I would abandon my friends if and when I decided to move out of state, but when one jumps to their own conclusions ther is nothing good that will come of it.
All that being said, I have had plenty of good times to off balance the bad. Just last weekend I started hanging out with an awesome local, kinky, new friend. I had my first session with a violet wand and a few other things. and will be going back to his place after work friday, to try my hand at topping and with rope. this will all occur before this months Play party with one of the local dungeon groups. I hope for another awesome night. If I get a chance to bottom on Saturday I will get to try out some new toys of my own, I made myself a complete set of bondage cuffs and anklets out of Paracord (will post pictures of soon). I look forward to another great weekend coming up.
Further news this pup gets to go to Great Lakes Leather Alliance 2012 free of charge. I really hope to spend a good time with a lot of my leather friends. Got the weekend off from work. totally excited pup here. I get to see my Beta pup and partner once more and sleep with him once again, a feeling I have missed since I last saw him on Easter weekend last month. Also wish me luck, his parents really want to meet me (or at least his mom is eager to see who her son is heads over heels for. He also needs a bit of luck he will be meeting my parents Labor Day weekend.
/(^_^)\
Woof,
Einpup Out
Life has been a bit ruff lately if you dont mind me saying. It has been quite the rollercoaster ride these last couple months.
My pup and I are growing closer and closer and I'm branching out and tring new things. Sadly a few things have come to an end as well. Worst of all I lost one of my good friends because he decided that I was just like all his "best" friends before me, I will abandon him and forget all about him as I moved on in life. He admitingly is a self-centered, Bipolar, asshole with abandonment issues. He used some information I thought I could trust him with and just spit it back in my face saying, at the end of the night, "You can go drown in your own fucking lifestyle." To clear the waters he was getting more and more distant over the progression of the last several months and it didnt surprise me to much that he decided to sever my friendship. I didnt know he would burn the bridge down between us as he did. He also asked me if I had any Guilt or remorse for the life I would be leaving behind here in Nebraska when I moved on to the next step with the relationship between my pup and I. What he really was saying is that I should feel guilt or remorse for leaving him. I never said I would abandon my friends if and when I decided to move out of state, but when one jumps to their own conclusions ther is nothing good that will come of it.
All that being said, I have had plenty of good times to off balance the bad. Just last weekend I started hanging out with an awesome local, kinky, new friend. I had my first session with a violet wand and a few other things. and will be going back to his place after work friday, to try my hand at topping and with rope. this will all occur before this months Play party with one of the local dungeon groups. I hope for another awesome night. If I get a chance to bottom on Saturday I will get to try out some new toys of my own, I made myself a complete set of bondage cuffs and anklets out of Paracord (will post pictures of soon). I look forward to another great weekend coming up.
Further news this pup gets to go to Great Lakes Leather Alliance 2012 free of charge. I really hope to spend a good time with a lot of my leather friends. Got the weekend off from work. totally excited pup here. I get to see my Beta pup and partner once more and sleep with him once again, a feeling I have missed since I last saw him on Easter weekend last month. Also wish me luck, his parents really want to meet me (or at least his mom is eager to see who her son is heads over heels for. He also needs a bit of luck he will be meeting my parents Labor Day weekend.
/(^_^)\
Woof,
Einpup Out
Monday, April 2, 2012
The Grand Adventure and Petty Things
Sorry it has been a while, a computer with Alzheimers of the RAM variety is the most inconvenient of things. My computer is currently out of commission (has been for bout 2-3 months now) but I have more important things to worry bout now. If you are a more current reader you may have noticed a few corrupt posts I made from my "dumb" phone, obviously with all the grand technology in this world a few things are still lost in translation somewhere in the vastness of the communication network.
(I do apologize in advance, I'm currently under the influence of 2 Long Islands and a Kamikaze shot)
Anywho, most of you know that I have met someone, but what some may not know is that over the last three months I've been planning my first true road trip to see him. The day has finally come, or at least is in the near future, I disembark on Thursday and am spending the whole weekend with him. To be completely honest I'm actually giddy with excitement. Already my pup (yes, my boyfriend) has apparently been bouncing off the walls with the same excitement.
For those in the BDSM community or at least familiar with it will understand when I say my boyfriend has asked me to perform a formal collaring ceremony witnessed by a few of his closest friends. Although the thought has crossed my mind on numeral occasions, I'm still a bit nervous about it. But at the same time I am ready to take the plunge, by Saturday night I will have my very own, and first, collared submissive puppyboy.
As for the main idea of this post, The Grand Road Trip, I have already mentally checked out, my mind has been endlessly wondering. There is a good chance that at least part of me is already in Indiana with him. The last few weeks have passed at a snails pace and seemingly taken forever to pass and finally after several months of waiting have all come down to this, only 2 days left before I meander among the leather boys. My pup is handing down his crown as Indiana Leatherboy 2011 to the 2012 candidate.
More details to follow as my adventure continues.
Woof to All,
Einpup
(I do apologize in advance, I'm currently under the influence of 2 Long Islands and a Kamikaze shot)
Anywho, most of you know that I have met someone, but what some may not know is that over the last three months I've been planning my first true road trip to see him. The day has finally come, or at least is in the near future, I disembark on Thursday and am spending the whole weekend with him. To be completely honest I'm actually giddy with excitement. Already my pup (yes, my boyfriend) has apparently been bouncing off the walls with the same excitement.
For those in the BDSM community or at least familiar with it will understand when I say my boyfriend has asked me to perform a formal collaring ceremony witnessed by a few of his closest friends. Although the thought has crossed my mind on numeral occasions, I'm still a bit nervous about it. But at the same time I am ready to take the plunge, by Saturday night I will have my very own, and first, collared submissive puppyboy.
As for the main idea of this post, The Grand Road Trip, I have already mentally checked out, my mind has been endlessly wondering. There is a good chance that at least part of me is already in Indiana with him. The last few weeks have passed at a snails pace and seemingly taken forever to pass and finally after several months of waiting have all come down to this, only 2 days left before I meander among the leather boys. My pup is handing down his crown as Indiana Leatherboy 2011 to the 2012 candidate.
More details to follow as my adventure continues.
Woof to All,
Einpup
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Sorry its been a while
I've been quite a busy pup lately. I'm surprised I actually set aside the computer for a few weeks. This pup is kicking it old school and getting back into reading. I just finished the Hunger Games Trilogy by Suzanne Collins (Hunger Games, Catching Fire, and Mockingjay). Great trilogy by the way, this pup gives it a rating of about 3.5/5 paws. Nice quick reads and they keep you attention.
However, when you finish one thing you move on to the next. In this case the new book in the what am I reading category is: Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen. So far This book is a fun read if you are interested in circus history it is definitely a must. Even if the circus is not your gig, it gives you a brief history of the circus from the perspective of the workers and performers, while combining good character development, great plot line and just enough humor to make you smile. I will let those possible readers know that it shifts time throughout the story with most chapters alternating between past and present.
Anywho additionally I've been busy at work. Spring is just around the corner and anybody that has ever worked retail knows what that means, Spring reset time. I work in one of those Big Box Home improvement warehouses in the garden center/small engines department. Thus I have a lot to do around this time of year preparing for everything from patio furniture to grills to mowers and plants. I am enjoying the increased hours of actually having something to do since i no longer have school to contend with. Not to mention the bottom line in the bank is nice too.
In Kinky News this is the first month I've been able to attend two play parties. and also I'm stepping out of my normal pup play and experimenting with new things. i had my first cell-popping done last weekend, sucks that its only temporary. Anywho I will eventually get a tattoo of the same design just have more important thing to spend money on right now.
Another stepping out of the box I will be planning to experience Floggers handled by a good friend of mine, stay tuned and I'll let you know how that plays out.
Also One of the people at one of the play parties has asked me to do a demonstration of Puppyplay for the group. I'm actually the only one in that group that acts lik mee a puppy in open forum, I admit I'm not the only animal roleplayer in this group, but I have yet to see them romp about on all fours at one of the parties. I don't mean this negatively, people have different interests and different boundaries to what they will and will not exhibit, and I respect that.
The first event I went to this month (the one that want me to do a demo) was lively, exciting, and everybody was having fun. However the second one, just this last weekend, everyone seemed a bit zapped, and tired, I guess. Although, I had a little bit of fun, this group seemed boring compared to how it usually is.
Thats it for now, i is a tired pup nother log week ahead.
(Woof)
EinPup
**jumps into bed + circles a couple times + curls up for sleep**
Anywhos
Monday, January 9, 2012
Where to begin?
Within the last six months my life has taken so many turns. I have really gone deeper into my alternative lifestyle and have looked to it more in times of uncertainty. Who knew one could have evolved so much over a brief period of time. That's not everything though, outside of the alternative lifestyle I have discovered a lot more about myself, or at least I'm finally being honest with myself about the feelings I have had since the early part of my adolescence. This represents the biggest change in my life when about four months ago I met someone whom I would never have thought I'd have true feelings of love and care for. I met him online through a fetish website and have been staying in contact with him ever since, our first real meeting coming up in April. I will update this more as time goes on.
To get to the point and the title of this entry, this pup quite frankly doesn't know where to go with this blog. I guess that I started this as kind of a personal journal of my greatest experiences. But I hasn't had much experiences that I would consider noteworthy. So I ask my readers please let me know if you want to hear more of a certain topic or if you have questions, I would be glad to answer. Also I am open to any suggestions that you may have.
To get to the point and the title of this entry, this pup quite frankly doesn't know where to go with this blog. I guess that I started this as kind of a personal journal of my greatest experiences. But I hasn't had much experiences that I would consider noteworthy. So I ask my readers please let me know if you want to hear more of a certain topic or if you have questions, I would be glad to answer. Also I am open to any suggestions that you may have.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Thursday, December 1, 2011
totally awesome link
My sister showed me an awesome blog entry. check it out hyperbole and a half,
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/07/dog.html
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/11/dogs-dont-understand-basic-concepts.html
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/07/dog.html
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/11/dogs-dont-understand-basic-concepts.html
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Interview With Einpup (interviewed by puppup)
Thought this would be a good way of starting my journal with a couple interviews I did for another pup. i do say the material is a bit dated but most of it is chronologically accurate.
Introduction
Hello readers, my name is EinPup. To give you a bit of an introduction, I am a 25 year old pup living in the Midwest United States. Outside of this community I have a rather vanilla life I am college graduate. I am certified to teach in the field of Industrial Technology Education grades 7-12, more commonly referred to as a shop teacher. In my spare time I’m an avid cyclist (bicycle) and a bit of an outdoorsman, I also am a recreational sport fencer. I have had one relationship, a Mistress/switch partner. More recently i found a local i can call sir. I am what one in this community refers to as a switch I can be both a dom and a sub, although my ratio is 40% dom to 60% sub.
What does puppy play mean to you?
Pup play for me is a couple things. Primarily I view it as a meditation of sorts. I have always found that pup play, and the act of getting in the mindset, to work wonders when it comes to clearing the mind. Pup play to me is about fun, the feeling of joy that comes when someone scratches you back jus right or throws a ball for you is one of the best feeling in the world. Although pup play is sexual for some pups, or used as foreplay, I view it as non sexual with potential. However I wouldn’t necessarily write that I’m not turned on as a pup when it comes to the right Mistress; I was a bit of a frisky pup back then.
How did you get into puppy play?
How did I get in to puppy play? You know I have always had canine like behaviors and mannerisms. I never really knew about puppy play until about six years ago that my pup like curiosity got the better of me. I don’t know what keyword I typed in but when Human Animal Roleplay came up I thought I’d check it out and suddenly my eyes were opened to a whole new lifestyle (sorry if this is a bit cliché). I had always known about the BDSM community since High School because its kinda how I started, Self bondage, I really enjoyed being bound up and became quite skilled at the art. Mainly just rope and some various odds and ends I found around the room. But at that time I believed that BDSM was only two sub categories of bondage & discipline, and Sadism & Masochism. So I was surprised to find the third sub category master/submissive. Getting into actual puppy play was second nature to me, it felt right. I had already been familiar with canine behaviors and socialism because I have been around bio-canines for all my life I cant remember an extended period of time that I didn’t have a bio pup to play with. Although, there were days of sadness that a lick on the face and a welcome home were absent, most recent memory, four years ago, is the day we had to put down our first Springer Spaniel after 15 years in the family. But this is beside the point, Back to the subject once I had discovered this new and exciting lifestyle (sorry cliché) I bought my first collar, a Black nylon clip on, followed shortly by my first squeaky toy.
How long you have been in the puppy community?
As mentioned before I have always had pup like mannerisms and behaviors. But I bought my first collar about 8 years ago. It was about 3 years ago when I met my 4th girlfriend who eventually became my first Mistress. We were coworkers and she was one of the primary motivating factors to get my computer nerd ass active again and appreciate the great outdoors. Getting sidetracked, back to pup play. Eventually after testing the waters a bit I judged her open minded enough to let her know one of my biggest personal secrets, it was an afternoon at the lake when I decided to out myself as a pup. She was needless to say a bit confused by the concept of having a pup boyfriend. It took a day or two but then she gave me a very special gift (1 of 4 gifts she would give me), a red nylon collar. Then I found the bone shaped dog tag laser etched with the name “Ein” on the front and her phone number and info on the back attached to said collar. Now I guess this would be a good time to bring in the switch component. It was about 6 months into our relationship that I posed another question “would you consider trying this once?” she agreed so I gave her the same courtesy she did with me a collar and dog tag with the name I had given her(1 of 3 gifts I would give her). After this fist session with her as my pup we both rather enjoyed ourselves so we decided to alternate sessions All good things must end some day, she graduated from college about 2 years before me and decided to pursue a career in the Military. She had to move out of state. We decided that distance and military would complicate the relationship so we ended it mutually
Have you attended any fetish event? If not which would you want to attend?
No, I haven’t had a chance to attend any fetish events except an occasional munch and a fundraising picnic for Midwest Alternatives about a month ago. I would really like to travel and attend a Pup pride event in one of the costal states, California, New York/New Jersey, Florida or closer to home in Illinois or Missouri. I have also been curious about play parties but being here in Agricultural Nebraska is one of the most boring places I know nearest play events seem to be in St. Louis, MO area.
How do you get into the pup headspace?
A combination of factors must be in place. First I put on the collar, than comes the doning of whatever gear I choose to use that night. I have a few options when it comes to outfits; a long sleeve/pants, a short sleeve/shorts, street clothes, and or just underwear. If I choose to incorporate any bondage with my play I apply that here. Then the gloves/mitts complete to physical aspect, than I’m ready to start into the mental steps. I clear my mind and take a few deep breaths, and just start letting my instincts take over. What helps is a applying a few self hypnosis techniques, this is how I achieve more of a meditative mindset. And it also helps to have some items around you that help aid your pup space or help you identify with you pup persona for me it is easier to get into headspace with a squeaky toy near by or wearing one of my collars with my dog tags on them. However I also have triggers that cause my human persona to lose a bit of control over my pup persona, these triggers are basically unique sounds. The two biggest sounds that trigger my pup persona to come out are squeakers in squeaky toys, and the sound of a training clicker (used commonly in training of bio pups as an attention getting tool, it is a device that when you depress a metal ‘reed’ it clicks. The resulting click is unique only to clickers.) However being triggered by squeakers is a real inconvenience for me, some of the children’s shoes they have now have squeakers embedded in the sole so when the child walks the shoes squeak. Thus you can see my dilemma my human persona has a rather Vanilla job working retail and some of the customers employ these shoes in keeping track of their kids, Smart for parents not so good for Einpup, it is a struggle but I can usually maintain professional appearances.
Is puppy play sexual to you?
For me pup play is nonsexual for the time being, although in my past I was a bit of a frisky pup. However, now I more so enjoy just the feeling of being a pup and connected with my inner canine totem. At some points pup play is kinda my meditation ritual. The biggest part of pup play to me is the feeling of being able to unleash your inner spirit and for a brief moment be free of all your troubles and stresses of a long day of school, work, etc…
Have you mentored other pups?
Yes I would say I have mentored/trained several pups throughout my pup life. Currently I have a pack of pups I talk to rather frequently, as for mentoring I only have answered their questions as things came up three of them call me Alpha. Most of the pups I talk too are online where I met some of them, and a few I have personally met. One of my pack members has recently communicated to me an interest of becoming my personal pup and is ready to accept a collar when we can finally meet up I hope we can work it out. Back to the point I’ve mentored pups all over the country and some masters/mistresses as well. I’m again a switch and have been on both sides of the leash
What are you favorite toys to play with as a pup?
You had to ask this question didn’t you. Well I am a pup of a variety of tastes I have several favorites. But if I break it down to main categories my absolute favorite type of toy would be plush squeaky toys, preferably the stuffingless variety. Second would be Tennis Balls. But other toys I commonly play with are tug ropes and shoes (dependent upon my mood)
What pup gear you own?
As far as purpose made (Fetish) gear I have minimal. Most of my gear is repurposed cycling gear that has been replaced with better gear for cycling. I also have real dog gear I incorporate in my play including three soon to be four collars and a dog harness and leash. Other types of gear I have is some old cycling gloves with some gell pads I use for my paws. As for my feet I have one of two options either my black on black onitsuka tiger shoes or jus black socks. My overall outfit is poly lycra spandex blend compression gear (two pieces shirt and pants). Other then those items you can also reference my vast collection of dog toys as part of my gear too
I will say I greatly miss my First Mistress who also happened to be a coworker and a girlfriend. It was a one of a kind feeling. Imagine that feeling of having a girlfriend or boyfriend when you first met something just clicked and all was right with the world. You feel higher then a kite and have this warm feeling of acceptance and love just sweep over you as they gently stroke your back or scratch you between your ears. I can’t quite describe it in a way that does justice to being owned. But all good things must end some day it was a sad day when I had to say goodbye to my mistress as I helped her pack up her belongings as she was getting ready to move away to Colorado, and disappear in to the unknown of career Military, I know the break up was for the best I would not have known what to do with a long distance + Military relationship.
How does it feel being a stray?
It isn’t all that bad, I’ve met a lot of interesting people that if I was still owned I might not have met at all. The break up between my mistress and I was I think for the best although we still maintain in contact with one another it is just as friends. I tried my best to find another relationship but nothing happened so I started coming out of hiding and on to the online highway, started meeting locals and even joined a couple of local kink communities and although I don’t have anyone I call sir or mam, Master or Mistress I’m still having fun being around like minded individuals. At the local kink meetings I can be the best pup I can be and many people although they don’t totally understand they accept me for who I am, not to mention they know how to interact with a pup and I can have just as much fun.
How did you get your pup name?
The name “Ein” was given to me by my mistress. She presented me with my first gift collar and dog tag engraved with the name Ein. It was a great honor she presented me with this collar and dog tag on our first geocaching date (it was actually the geocache she wanted to find first), we went to the coordinates and found a small plastic box that had the collar, tag, and leash inside. It was a really cool way of presenting it to me as I was essentially tracking it down myself with my portable GPS. I do say I wasn’t much of a fan of the name at first. “Ein” was the name of a Welsh Corgi in the Anime Series “Cowboy Bebop” my mistress was a big fan of the series. When I asked why she thought the name suited me she said it was comparing my pup personality to the personality of this spunky, intelligent Corgi in the series. Then it made since but I couldn’t get over the fact that it was the name of a Corgi from an Anime. Not the most original name but unique none the less. Eventually I got over it and my name grew on me and I really enjoyed it that’s why I guess I kept it after the break up but I have no bitterness toward her nor did she have any bitterness toward me, we still remain friends and she was surprised to find that I haven’t changed my pup name since the break up. So I have been “Ein” for the last 3 years and no intention on changing it any time soon.
Introduction
Hello readers, my name is EinPup. To give you a bit of an introduction, I am a 25 year old pup living in the Midwest United States. Outside of this community I have a rather vanilla life I am college graduate. I am certified to teach in the field of Industrial Technology Education grades 7-12, more commonly referred to as a shop teacher. In my spare time I’m an avid cyclist (bicycle) and a bit of an outdoorsman, I also am a recreational sport fencer. I have had one relationship, a Mistress/switch partner. More recently i found a local i can call sir. I am what one in this community refers to as a switch I can be both a dom and a sub, although my ratio is 40% dom to 60% sub.
What does puppy play mean to you?
Pup play for me is a couple things. Primarily I view it as a meditation of sorts. I have always found that pup play, and the act of getting in the mindset, to work wonders when it comes to clearing the mind. Pup play to me is about fun, the feeling of joy that comes when someone scratches you back jus right or throws a ball for you is one of the best feeling in the world. Although pup play is sexual for some pups, or used as foreplay, I view it as non sexual with potential. However I wouldn’t necessarily write that I’m not turned on as a pup when it comes to the right Mistress; I was a bit of a frisky pup back then.
How did you get into puppy play?
How did I get in to puppy play? You know I have always had canine like behaviors and mannerisms. I never really knew about puppy play until about six years ago that my pup like curiosity got the better of me. I don’t know what keyword I typed in but when Human Animal Roleplay came up I thought I’d check it out and suddenly my eyes were opened to a whole new lifestyle (sorry if this is a bit cliché). I had always known about the BDSM community since High School because its kinda how I started, Self bondage, I really enjoyed being bound up and became quite skilled at the art. Mainly just rope and some various odds and ends I found around the room. But at that time I believed that BDSM was only two sub categories of bondage & discipline, and Sadism & Masochism. So I was surprised to find the third sub category master/submissive. Getting into actual puppy play was second nature to me, it felt right. I had already been familiar with canine behaviors and socialism because I have been around bio-canines for all my life I cant remember an extended period of time that I didn’t have a bio pup to play with. Although, there were days of sadness that a lick on the face and a welcome home were absent, most recent memory, four years ago, is the day we had to put down our first Springer Spaniel after 15 years in the family. But this is beside the point, Back to the subject once I had discovered this new and exciting lifestyle (sorry cliché) I bought my first collar, a Black nylon clip on, followed shortly by my first squeaky toy.
How long you have been in the puppy community?
As mentioned before I have always had pup like mannerisms and behaviors. But I bought my first collar about 8 years ago. It was about 3 years ago when I met my 4th girlfriend who eventually became my first Mistress. We were coworkers and she was one of the primary motivating factors to get my computer nerd ass active again and appreciate the great outdoors. Getting sidetracked, back to pup play. Eventually after testing the waters a bit I judged her open minded enough to let her know one of my biggest personal secrets, it was an afternoon at the lake when I decided to out myself as a pup. She was needless to say a bit confused by the concept of having a pup boyfriend. It took a day or two but then she gave me a very special gift (1 of 4 gifts she would give me), a red nylon collar. Then I found the bone shaped dog tag laser etched with the name “Ein” on the front and her phone number and info on the back attached to said collar. Now I guess this would be a good time to bring in the switch component. It was about 6 months into our relationship that I posed another question “would you consider trying this once?” she agreed so I gave her the same courtesy she did with me a collar and dog tag with the name I had given her(1 of 3 gifts I would give her). After this fist session with her as my pup we both rather enjoyed ourselves so we decided to alternate sessions All good things must end some day, she graduated from college about 2 years before me and decided to pursue a career in the Military. She had to move out of state. We decided that distance and military would complicate the relationship so we ended it mutually
Have you attended any fetish event? If not which would you want to attend?
No, I haven’t had a chance to attend any fetish events except an occasional munch and a fundraising picnic for Midwest Alternatives about a month ago. I would really like to travel and attend a Pup pride event in one of the costal states, California, New York/New Jersey, Florida or closer to home in Illinois or Missouri. I have also been curious about play parties but being here in Agricultural Nebraska is one of the most boring places I know nearest play events seem to be in St. Louis, MO area.
How do you get into the pup headspace?
A combination of factors must be in place. First I put on the collar, than comes the doning of whatever gear I choose to use that night. I have a few options when it comes to outfits; a long sleeve/pants, a short sleeve/shorts, street clothes, and or just underwear. If I choose to incorporate any bondage with my play I apply that here. Then the gloves/mitts complete to physical aspect, than I’m ready to start into the mental steps. I clear my mind and take a few deep breaths, and just start letting my instincts take over. What helps is a applying a few self hypnosis techniques, this is how I achieve more of a meditative mindset. And it also helps to have some items around you that help aid your pup space or help you identify with you pup persona for me it is easier to get into headspace with a squeaky toy near by or wearing one of my collars with my dog tags on them. However I also have triggers that cause my human persona to lose a bit of control over my pup persona, these triggers are basically unique sounds. The two biggest sounds that trigger my pup persona to come out are squeakers in squeaky toys, and the sound of a training clicker (used commonly in training of bio pups as an attention getting tool, it is a device that when you depress a metal ‘reed’ it clicks. The resulting click is unique only to clickers.) However being triggered by squeakers is a real inconvenience for me, some of the children’s shoes they have now have squeakers embedded in the sole so when the child walks the shoes squeak. Thus you can see my dilemma my human persona has a rather Vanilla job working retail and some of the customers employ these shoes in keeping track of their kids, Smart for parents not so good for Einpup, it is a struggle but I can usually maintain professional appearances.
Is puppy play sexual to you?
For me pup play is nonsexual for the time being, although in my past I was a bit of a frisky pup. However, now I more so enjoy just the feeling of being a pup and connected with my inner canine totem. At some points pup play is kinda my meditation ritual. The biggest part of pup play to me is the feeling of being able to unleash your inner spirit and for a brief moment be free of all your troubles and stresses of a long day of school, work, etc…
Have you mentored other pups?
Yes I would say I have mentored/trained several pups throughout my pup life. Currently I have a pack of pups I talk to rather frequently, as for mentoring I only have answered their questions as things came up three of them call me Alpha. Most of the pups I talk too are online where I met some of them, and a few I have personally met. One of my pack members has recently communicated to me an interest of becoming my personal pup and is ready to accept a collar when we can finally meet up I hope we can work it out. Back to the point I’ve mentored pups all over the country and some masters/mistresses as well. I’m again a switch and have been on both sides of the leash
What are you favorite toys to play with as a pup?
You had to ask this question didn’t you. Well I am a pup of a variety of tastes I have several favorites. But if I break it down to main categories my absolute favorite type of toy would be plush squeaky toys, preferably the stuffingless variety. Second would be Tennis Balls. But other toys I commonly play with are tug ropes and shoes (dependent upon my mood)
What pup gear you own?
As far as purpose made (Fetish) gear I have minimal. Most of my gear is repurposed cycling gear that has been replaced with better gear for cycling. I also have real dog gear I incorporate in my play including three soon to be four collars and a dog harness and leash. Other types of gear I have is some old cycling gloves with some gell pads I use for my paws. As for my feet I have one of two options either my black on black onitsuka tiger shoes or jus black socks. My overall outfit is poly lycra spandex blend compression gear (two pieces shirt and pants). Other then those items you can also reference my vast collection of dog toys as part of my gear too
- 3 tennis balls
- 2 squeaky tennis ball
- 1 plush squeaky toy (dog shaped)
- 1 rope tug
- 2 skinneeez squeaky toys (Fox and Raccoon)
I will say I greatly miss my First Mistress who also happened to be a coworker and a girlfriend. It was a one of a kind feeling. Imagine that feeling of having a girlfriend or boyfriend when you first met something just clicked and all was right with the world. You feel higher then a kite and have this warm feeling of acceptance and love just sweep over you as they gently stroke your back or scratch you between your ears. I can’t quite describe it in a way that does justice to being owned. But all good things must end some day it was a sad day when I had to say goodbye to my mistress as I helped her pack up her belongings as she was getting ready to move away to Colorado, and disappear in to the unknown of career Military, I know the break up was for the best I would not have known what to do with a long distance + Military relationship.
How does it feel being a stray?
It isn’t all that bad, I’ve met a lot of interesting people that if I was still owned I might not have met at all. The break up between my mistress and I was I think for the best although we still maintain in contact with one another it is just as friends. I tried my best to find another relationship but nothing happened so I started coming out of hiding and on to the online highway, started meeting locals and even joined a couple of local kink communities and although I don’t have anyone I call sir or mam, Master or Mistress I’m still having fun being around like minded individuals. At the local kink meetings I can be the best pup I can be and many people although they don’t totally understand they accept me for who I am, not to mention they know how to interact with a pup and I can have just as much fun.
How did you get your pup name?
The name “Ein” was given to me by my mistress. She presented me with my first gift collar and dog tag engraved with the name Ein. It was a great honor she presented me with this collar and dog tag on our first geocaching date (it was actually the geocache she wanted to find first), we went to the coordinates and found a small plastic box that had the collar, tag, and leash inside. It was a really cool way of presenting it to me as I was essentially tracking it down myself with my portable GPS. I do say I wasn’t much of a fan of the name at first. “Ein” was the name of a Welsh Corgi in the Anime Series “Cowboy Bebop” my mistress was a big fan of the series. When I asked why she thought the name suited me she said it was comparing my pup personality to the personality of this spunky, intelligent Corgi in the series. Then it made since but I couldn’t get over the fact that it was the name of a Corgi from an Anime. Not the most original name but unique none the less. Eventually I got over it and my name grew on me and I really enjoyed it that’s why I guess I kept it after the break up but I have no bitterness toward her nor did she have any bitterness toward me, we still remain friends and she was surprised to find that I haven’t changed my pup name since the break up. So I have been “Ein” for the last 3 years and no intention on changing it any time soon.
Introducing Einpup
My name is Einpup, and I'm a human puppy role player and a therian. Those who may not exactly know what a Human Pup or Therian is let me run a few definitions
- Puppy Play (Human pup Roleplay): a form of roleplay and a sub category of dominant/submissive relationships, in which a person takes on the role of a pup or dog. The human pup acts like their canine counterpart; exhibiting behaviors and partaking in activities normally associated with those of a biological pup. A trainer/handler/owner (the dominant figure) may or may not be involved in the relationship. Pup play isn't necessarily a sexual play, though some make it so. For many it is a means of letting go and letting instinct take over, and a release of an individuals inner animal. (NEpups.org)
- Therian: One that has a deep inner connection or identification spiritually and/or psychologically to an animal, a totem persay. Therin also refers to a member of the subculture of theriantropy.
I identify spiritually with a canine spirit that resides within me. I may also point out that I not only have an inner connection to my animal totem but to nature in general. Additionally to being therian I have noticed I have shamanistic qualities that i discovered as nature had a way of finding me. The defining moment is when I had a juvenile bird land on my shoulder and stay with me for a good part of 15 minutes.
I will explain more as I write up my journal but for now im just going to kick off and publish my first post.
Thanks for reading,
Patrick/Einpup
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